I never thought it would turn out like this. Looking at my ex classmates’ lives and I start to think how far behind I am. Barren and lacking. How I thought by now everything would have been what I’ve always thought out to be. One year after another and I’m still stagnant. Everyone is constantly moving into bigger and better things. Somehow I’m still stuck where I am, still feeling like I graduated a year ago. It maybe comparing apples and oranges but even to my own expectations, this is pretty lousy.
I really have to start straightening my life out.